Uch, anyway between that, having no internet (from the moving) and being unwell blogging has been low on the list.
However, I must, MUST, tell you all about what I am pegging as one of the best experiences of my life. On Sunday I took part in my first pole dance performance as part of Team PB Dance and Fitness. I danced to Alex Clare, Too Close. I was a nervous wreck. Sunday all day I wandered about the house, I couldn't eat, I was nervous, felt sick, needed to pee, couldn't pee. The whole day was terrifying.
But standing side of stage, a few deep breaths, and suddenly all the nerves, all the shanks, all the worry just left my body. It was like I had physically accepted what was about to happen to me. Like I knew that everything was going to be ok.
And it was. I didn't have the fanciest routine, the sexiest, the most technical. But it was mine, it flowed, and it was flawless. I nailed my moves, had one wee slide that no body noticed (looked like part of the act and I managed to recover). I smiled the biggest smile of my life, the adrenaline was phenomenal. I felt like the sexiest, most beautiful woman in the world.
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| accomplish everything without fear! Tattoo on my back! |
I am so proud of all the girls, of everyone who took part, and to the girls who supported by coming to see the show (and for cleaning the poles in between as that took a mega toll of their poor feet!). My family and friends who came to watch.
But I am so proud of myself. For facing another obstacle. For accomplishing something without fear!
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